Its been long since i come back blogging here SO busy ><
Everytime i wanna blog i felt reluctant because very tired after coming back home quite late. HAHAS so don’t blame me alright :)
These 1 month been quarreling alittle with you but i guess now you already know me inside out what i likes/dislikes right :)
I know yours too okay . And don’t always cry can my dear ! I don’t like to see you cry for little things okay ..Very sad to see you cry also, so you must be MORE STRONGER K .
I am watching television now hahas nothing to do relax so i relaxing hahas!
And i feel your body got a lot of problems nowadays !! you better watch your diet too don’t eat oily / fried / spicy stuff okay?
Next week we going to USS so you better maintain your body :) hahas
Gonna bring you and have some fun ^^
I feel my heart really got problem now, can feel its really not that strong as last time..ANW i’m gonna have a heartscan in feb dunno what is it inside that is making me feel so uncomfortable or am i just having some illusions? HAHAS
SO baby don’t always shock me ah !Dangerous… hahas
Okay i am gonna continue to watch my television :) will text you later <3
Without even realizing it, you taught me alot of things. not only about life, but how it’s okay to feel something extraordinary about someone
If only I could rewind the time back and met u earlier things wouldn’t be in this state
S.
Hi Dearest,
The blog seems dead right now. Ok so I hope to revive this blog and maintain a consistent effort to this and hope you does that as well al-right? I know you’ve been busy with your work, school & ME! I know, since like after I stepped in into your life, your life seems so much busier than before. I’m sorry & apologize to you what happen during the past days. Ok? You know I love you no matter what. #BigHug And HONEY!! I feel kind of sick after eating the KFC chicken. I feel like puking *roll my eyes* I know you hate that word. Ya & furthermore it’s just one piece. Is it just something wrong with me or what? Sigh I feel sick, Gosh! Well I’m gonna knock off from work soon and then head back home. Anw, I purchase a few cosmetic applicator on online that cost me total at the range of $80 including Germaine’s Christmas present as well. #giggles. As I really need it. so don’t say I waste money or whatsoever and so Ar. I’m already saving Ok!
I love you,
Chi seng.
S.
Everything has been going through very smoothly (I mean US). Smile-widely# Very much enjoying myself being with you around all the time. I know you’d been trying very hard to give in to me each time whenever I wished to see you. I understand, I know har. Like I wish we were staying under one roof. Laugh# Asking me not to see you for weeks, I won’t be able to adapt to it W/O you here with me. but certainly I know you will be in my hearty. You promise me to go USS with me before you go back to HK OK? I’m still feeling kind of upset whenever I thought of you had to go back there. Shorten it, please :( I feels so lonely y’know? It’s like I’m soon gonna be like germaine situation. As Zy went for tekong recourse BMT (2 weeks) How sucks it is! Frowns#
Well, initially I felt so lethargic to blog. But AHH, I’m seriously getting bored to death. And honey, fats are all going into my belly not elsewhere Frowning# . If I would to get fat one day, I’m so delighted to make you “picak” LaughOutLoud# Ain’t not the past me that being sporty already. Weakling! oh no, or just lazy. My stomach is growling now. Ate meesiam just now as It doesn’t fulfil my tummy eh. But gonna have dinner with you so.. try not to eat too much then.
Alright, I will see you in another few hrs more.
With Love,
S.
Omgosh i’m sick sick sick ><
RAWR ! Nowadays i feel like life’s been kinda boring i need to find some excitement baby ..like so lifeless man ><”
BUT NO CLUBBING OKAY ! lols, i’m so busy with school , you with the work . we just keep rotating around school/work .
But that’s life man..hopefully things will get more loosen up soon ^^
But i really like home stays with you all day long :) even without going out it feels good hahas !
And last week was the worst week of my bloody life man :( you know that kinda fucking miserable feeling but you cannot do anything , how i wish i could turn back time and stop everything….But lets not talk much about it since it’s already over :)
Just wanna let you know how vulnerable i’m so please okay don’t go any further honey i might not be able to take anymore :) must be my good little girl okay ^.^
You are sleep sounding now like a dead pig i know…hahahahhas ! AND please control your diet hor dont eat and eat and eat non stop like a pig? HAHA you think eat so much good ah next time fat si ni ! hahas…never exercise somemore only know eat/sleep ! Last time already told you to go marina barrage fly kite run a few rounds at least can exercise abit also dont want hahas..But you must really balance your eating ah ! hahas
i dont want 2-3 years later you become fat fat then you sit on me my bones PICAK! hahahs. But i will still love you dont worry honey <3 hahas . But you balance your diet la it means you will have a healthier body also ma also for your own good so must control and maintain ah hahas ! See you tomorrow baby !
Lastly happy anniversary baby ! loves you always like it was a love at first sight <3
Now I’m not sure why we’re in this state which thing doesn’t seems to get any better. I don’t understand and why we can get this upset with one another. I just hope things get better and comes with solutions. In fact we need to work out on communicating with each other. Each of us have our own point of view. Yes, but because of this issue we had so much conflicts. Everything that is happening is not healthy, but I hope we learn from this. Not just ME but you as well. I can’t promise you on what you asked for. but I could try. Alright?
Sorry for my terrible attitude.
Our lives are too short to be thinking our mistakes. Made a mistake, learn from it, never do it again.
I love you.
I do not know if you will be reading this. After so many things had happened, I felt that the current situation we are facing doesn’t seem to get any better. I just merely hope that this week, hopefully just for this week is good for us to think, YOU and I! I’ll go and do what I’m suppose to do. And please as you promised me, show me some respect. So be kind to me and yourself, and think. Cause I seriously had enough of trashy month like this. I would die! All the hurtful words and stuff. And furthermore we seems to be so cold towards each other, distanced away from each other now. I don’t get used to it. But then, It’s all about learning. Can’t we lead a happy life? Can’t we? You know, For your sake, I would do anything for you. As I know it takes time to prove everything. Even if I don’t even think that it’s my fault, I’ll still willingly to apologize. I just don’t want to see you like this at this state. I feel so uncomfortable. I just want you to be happy and be cheerful as you used to be like. Even like things still doesn’t gets any better, I would rather be the one being bearing for everything, consequences and stuff. You deserve to be better than me. I just want you to understand one thing. what’s past is always the past. What’s the point on looking back?! It just gonna hurt you more. I’m not going to say any more, because It’s not the first time that I’ve mentioned it to you. I hope you understand. I know you have your own thinking well never mind Perhaps next time, one day you will understand. It doesn’t really matters at all.
With love,
S-
